Threesome ???

OMG!! Oh yes!! I've been asked that ridiculous question men always seem to want to know...how would you feel about a threesome? They ask so casually as if they are asking what drink you'd like today. It just rolled off the big guy's tongue. WTF!!!

Well girlfriends, I love you all (you know who you are) but not enough to have sex with any one of you. So I said ABSOLUTELY NOT! I'LL SAY IT AGAIN NO NO NO NO AND NO!

What the fuck already! Do I look like the threesome type? I dress like Diane Sawyer for Godsakes. Are you nuts??

And so this would be with another woman and the big guy as if that's supposed to make it safe?? Ok then.

NO.

I remember when I visited my high school friend who moved with her family to Pompano Beach Florida. It was the summer between my freshman and sophomore year of college. She was seeing this tall blonde with a killer tan and he had a friend. Also tall blonde with a killer tan JEFF. Great vacation sex. Funny how a shortened time frame brings out the urgency to fuck 24/7.

So one night he asks. Wouldn't it be cool to have the two of them...my girlfriend wouldn't have to know. A really bad porno movie flashed before my eyes. I said no and never looked back to regret it.

So the big guy feels like talking more so I say I was asked again maybe a year later.

"What did I say?"
He answers "yes right?"
What the hell?? NO! the answer was NO!

I wonder if all that fucking we're doing is giving him the wrong impression of me? Please don't answer.

He decides to tell me of his adventure. And I really don't want to know. And before I have a chance to stop him it spills out all over like unchecked sperm. What a fuckin' mess!

A girl he was in love with asked him.(imagine that!!)to do it with a girlfriend of hers. C'mon did I really need to know?!

I wasn't prepared for the fallout. It touched a dark place deep inside me. I am not sexually liberated and even though I recognize consenting adults can do whatever the fuck they want I still believe that doesn't make it right or good.

WHO DOES THIS?? WHAT MAN THAT LOVES A WOMAN DOES THIS?? WHAT DOES IT SAY TO THE CHARACTER OF THE MAN?? SCREW THAT MALE FANTASY SHIT OF TWO WOMEN!!

I have an empty place that all the explanations in the world can't fill. Hey Big guy, I never thought I'd feel jealousy...what a fucking ugly emotion!